Another heartbreak in 2008!  / Mom

Again my heart breaks as I learn some people do not know how to show kindness. I have lost you,but,it seems that people who were around you,don't really care what they say to me. I am a Mother and their is no greater loss then my loss. It seems I ask too much when I want pictures of you,and video's. I am told they needed to be destroyed,how unforgiving this is.I only know,that not only have I lost you,but, a grave injustice was done to us after your death.I wonder in my heart, if you were loved by anyone,but,your family!!! It seems not!!!

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2008! / Mom

Another year is here,and with it comes more depression. I am like Natlie Halloway's Mother, not knowing what happened is a living hell. I know in my heart what happened,but,the anxiety of never knowing for sure,is horrible. It is miserable enough to know that no-one will ever pay for Cheryl's murder,{At least here on earth} without trying to analize her death. Days run into each other,and I am still left wondering. Years go by,and I am still left without Cheryl.

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What do we do?  / Mom
From 2002 til this day,2008,we have somehow lost our way. We can't find our voice,or the road to continue on. I am most grievious for the fact that your sister,and brother are as tormented as I am.To see their suffering is another death to me. It seems to be harder and harder with each passing day. I have not much time left,and for this I am glad,except that I will leave my two precious childern to suffer with the awlful life that they have been dwelt. For we all know now,that Cheryl is the lucky one. We have had to try to live without her,and travel this road unwillingly. We have had to rise above all the pain and fumble through. It has made it even harder to deal with the other miseries in our live's. For ,"GOD" knows we have had more misery. We have found the way to our,"GOD" and must hold on to the end. Their is not life for us anymore,just the movement through it. We try each day to feel some sort of emotion,but,it never seems to come.All that comes to us are our memories,which,we desperately cling to. The pain of remembering comes with them,and we find ourselve's in deep despair once more. The times that we took for granite,are constant reminders of why we did not act differently,or why we did not grab onto them,and cherish them at the time. So, there is not much to say,anymore,since all has already been said,many times.We only travel each day for we know that in the end,we will be with you once more. And we will be happy! Close

Picrues and video's  / Mom
As the year 2007,close's,I cannot help but wonder why I cannot have what pictures and video's of you,that are still out there. They are out there,somewhere, with people who don't care about you. All I ever want is to be able  to watch you in a video,or cherish each and every picture,that I can get my hands on. It is as if all who were around you want to erase their memory of you. Your memory is all I have!    Close

November,26,2007 / Mom
So,we see another November nightmare! It is now,five years,and the long road is heavy with frustration,and misery. I lit a candle for you,at 6p.m. I will never forget your struggle to survive,as,now we struggle to survive without you. My dear child,how I wish I could have helped you,and I regret all the times I should have. You are always in our hearts,my Cheryl. Close

Thanksgiving heartbreak!  / Mom
My heart breaks again,as I sit waiting for you to come home for Thanksgiving.Oh,I know you will not,but,I can't help but see you coming through my door,with that beautiful smile,and that look of happiness on your face. How you loved the holidays,and giving! But then,you did nothing but give your whole,short,life. I will forever miss that lovely way of yours,the way of love.So, we try to manage another dayof saddness,and memories,that haunt me,now. It is hard to give Thanksgiving,when there is nothing to give! Rest in peace,my sweet! Close

Our grief never ends!  / Mom
Another holiday has come and gone,and another November 26, is passing,as you did. It has been a hard day,and,a very gloomy,hazing day. I remember this night,five years,ago,when our world as we knew it,ended. My heart aches for you,as I travel through this last years I have. Soon,I hope to see your beautiful face,and loving smile. Rest in peace my love! Mom Close

a lil gift for you connie  / SELMA FLYNN










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Cheryl Eason Hope Foundation  / Connie Eason (Mother)

Cheryl has a new website,it is,   http://rceason.tripod.com/     Please visit,and find it in your heart to help us catch a killer! Thank you.

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Another Mother's Day  / Mom
And so,I stand in my kichen,looking at the bar you used to sit at,seeing you eating my dinner,and praising me all the way. I don't know what to do,or were to go from here,it is so long since I gazed into your beautiful face. I took one of your cards out,and read it again for the hundreth time. It was the one you kissed the insde,your lip imprint is still there,but,it is fading. Fading as we are!     You can never know,my dear,how we miss you! Your Mom Close

mother's day  / LOLITA WALLUM (SISTER TO AN ANGEL )
i wish so many things sometimes, but today is a day i really wish you could be here, it is so hard to be strong sometimes, and yet our mother has managed to hold everything together despite you not being here...i know her one wish would be the same as mine, to hold you and tell you how very much we love you....the day you left, i knew everything was gone,, you were the most special thing any one of us could have had in our life...i cannot move on, and seem to be stuck, life is the same day in and day out, five years later, we still wait, waiting for something to happen, help mom to get through mother's day somehow... i don't know how? i'm lost without you...forever yours Close

sending a hug  / Selma Flynn
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happy birthday cheryl!!!!  / Lolita Wallum (sister)
love is a precious thing, we don't realize it until something happens, i think everyday how i wish to hold you one last time....you were and always will be my bestest friend...i protected you under my wing, when you were little and there you shall always stay... my darling cheryl.... Close

Letter to editor!  / Mom

I have written another letter to the Hot Springs editorial department. Somehow,somewhere,someday, we will have justice. Until then,I will continue to ask for the public to help in the search for Cheryl's killer. Cheryl would have been 32,and had so much to give. Each and everyday,is worse then the day before. I will never recover from the magnitude of losing my daughter,and I ask for all the prayers I can get. I wish that my daughter was with me,so,I can say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, My CHERYL.

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He will be found  / Jason Eaton (None)
Cheryl was gorgeous.  I cannot understand how anyone could kill another person, much less one as beautiful as her.  A friend forwarded me info about her case, and I found this site.  I work in H.S. with low-income individuals and I keep a watch out for the man who fits the description of the killer.  I pray he is caught soon before he kills again.  I figure it was a botched robbery by someone who was high on drugs or needed to get high.  Justice will be served.  Close

thinking of you  / Cindy Hassler Mom To Angel Heath

What a beautiful site and Angel! I hope and pray the killer is found and prosecuted to the fullest for all the pain your family has to live with. Cheryl's memory will live on and will always be remembered and I know she touched many people's lives. May God give you peace and comfort in your terrible, loss!

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thinking of you  / Lolita Wallum (sister)
i was thinking yesterday of the time i got locked in the bathroom at the arlington, and you and i gigled for an hour before the maitenance man came to let me out, how i long for those days again, i miss you so much, i hear your laugh, see your smile, and treasure the moments i had with you...life is not the same any more, we are broken, and lost without you...when i see you again, i will be whole again... love your big sis Close

Terribly Sorry  / Bob Cirba (none)
    I hope Cheryl's killer is found. She was very lovely, and I hope your family can find God's peace. We all will meet soon, but for now, it seems as if you have a mansion full of wonderful memories of Cheryl to help you smile. Blessings, Bob from Scranton, Pa. Close

Missing you!  / Mom (Mom)
I will be looking for you all day, for I know if you were here,you would be with me. Another birthday,and I still am in awe as to why I am here,and you are not! I miss you my dear,and long for those moments we shared.Love you,forever Close

Our pain continues,as we move into 2007!  / Connie Eason (Mom)

2007, another year to wonder how much longer we suffer in this horrible world. I only know, pain that is my companion,as my days continue. The loss of Cheryl grows deeper,and deeper, as our tears stain our face. I love you, my daughter.

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